ok i have 2 sites now just because i can so dont ask why...if ya want it leave a comment or IM me. or something maybe even look around youll find it nothing important! nothing to say so im out peace

Tasha </3 Curtis

ps. even tho we are not together curtis i love you and nobody can change that

Yesterday- saw curtis, and he told me i looked really good and i should start wearing that kind of stuff!! then we headed up into my room and he gets on my bed and starts hidding his face, i otld him "your not ugly so stop hidding your face" but he said no because he doesnt want me to see him cry..and he holds me and said "you dont have to worry about me anymore i love you" (meaning about him cheating and stuff like that)...then he was really confuseing me and i finally got everything out of him and it literally broke my heart! i no he wants to make sure hes ready for a long term relationship and if he goes out with another girl hes going to make sure he doesnt cheat or anything so if he does he can sit down and think why he did it and for what reason (trying to say i guess shes an experiment kinda person to make sure hes not going to cheat, or anything else to mess up the relationship he wants with me) but i love him with all my heart and it will kill me to see him with another girl with his arms around her...tearz  just started to come out of my eyes and as soon as i looked up i saw tearz dripping from his eyes...well he held me close and my heart still hurt to hear those words out of his mouth but ya...when we get back together...i asked him why he cried and he said "not just because my uncle died, just because i told you i didnt want to hurt you and i did" thats all for now so i can find out more things peace loves

*something might happen and i cant wait to show you people so ya*

tonight was great except the part with my dad, well me and curtis went to firemans park so he can play football with every1..then around 7 we went to britts house well then curtis says "tasha is that your dad with britts mom" well ya it is..he orderd me to get out of the set so curtis got up and let me sit in his..he was drunk of his ass and it wasnt kool at all, he was telling curtis he was going to beat his ass if he does anything wrong and lets put it this way he was threatning him!! curtis played playstation and we all talked about things, curtis and bashem left to get her cigs so we talked..she said that we are a cute couple because im quiet and hes loud(i think thats wat she said) and they came in, it came to 9:40 and we had to go and i was so surprized to hear this britt was like.."curtis dont let her go shes good for you"curtis said" ya well i would of had her a long time ago but she was ya,obbsessed!" When we left and was out side he said to me " tasha i do truely love you"..awwww!! he does acually want to be with me and im so happy for that!  well im going im tired as all hell...

<<3Tasha Hearts Curtis<<3

Thought i would write quickly befor i get off this computer, well last few days was great, ill have to tell you others later but today all i did was chill with curtis, greenie, tiffany, and one of her friends named zack! we all went to the ice cream shop but curtis went to talk to britt..me and greenie got at it with out ice cream mine was all in his ears and he got his on my glasses and in my hair!! thought i lost the damn things but greenie had them..he also got his cigs so we headed back to tiffanys, curtis left to play sum FOOZBALL!! so me, greenie and tiff went with his mom to pick chyanne up from gymnastics..that was great, finally got home layed in bed with curtis and had our fun time..what a day wait till you hear what happend the other days

I BUSTED A CHEESIE NUT AT LUCH..you'll hear more about that one!!

9-25-05.....1 month for me and curtis...wow time flys

This comeing up friday curtis's friend britt asked me to chill with them...so i am gunna see how that goes hope im not all that shy since i dont no the people but im out peace